Granted, awakening from a dream as dense as the matrix we are in is not an easy task, not every day is. It has to be said however that a quickening in the soul's ascension does occur when one no longer strives to copy old patterns into the new endeavour of ascension.
At that moment, one realises that we do not awaken to start separating again, be it through judgements, beliefs, flavours, and what have you.
The one massive difference between ascension and religion is that the latter is founded upon battling factions, while the former is the endeavour of integration, completion and, as such, expansion.
The great moment in awakening comes when one integrates all different courses of the so-called meal, including all the individual ingredients that make up the whole meal.
When you arrive at that point, you know ascension is not an 'a la carte' experience... rather, it is an all-inclusive buffet! This meal is not about FEEDING yourself, it is about NOURISHING the whole.
Above all, it is a CELEBRATION of one's self and one-other. Believe me when I tell you that as long as this all-inclusive nature has not become part of your choices and way of life, you will not get far. Instead, you will be going round and round in Circles that are neither light nor dark, up nor down, circles that are crimson and grey.
Ascension, my friends, is an upward experience, not a downward one. Ultimately, it does not bring yourself down, nor does it bring anyone down with you. Ascension is the gift that keeps giving.
Enjoy your meal."